New Life

Really? its been an ENTIRE YEAR since I posted last? Alas, tis true. Anyways, its been a crazy year. To think, only weeks after I posted last, I danced with my greatest love for the first, and last time. And in the same year (it has taken the entire year to get there) I've finally realized that I will always love and respect him, but we are on perpendicular paths (which, if you've studied Geometry, can only pass through a line at one point--once) that will never again connect and that my duty lies in moving forward. Other love has entered, and left my life (actually, just my mind). Though person is meant to stay longer. He truly is a good friend (though I've come to realize that if we were anything more, he would drive me INSANE. Silly, hormonal, irrational, unpredictable >.<"). At this point in time, I've seemed to have a weird situation. I have all of my heart, and no one I'm ready to give all of it to. Its an odd arrangement for one who has not had a whole heart in their possession for 8 1/2 years. Therefore, my only goal at this present time is to write, have fun being a bachelorette, and work towards becoming the woman and mother my family will need me to be. ***OUTSIDE OF MY LOVE LIFE I have had a wonderful marching band season in which I had leadership. I loved everyone and (almost) everything. (Those early mornings can get to ya). Even though we did not place at the important competitions, We Had Fun. We did our best, and our best was amazing. Even though I did not succeed in becoming a drum major, one of my close friends did, and she deserves it. I realized that if I was not selected to be a drum major, it was because I was needed where I was. And hopefully, something new and important will come my way. My friends remain THE BEST, and I'm completing my first term of school. Well, at this very moment, I cannot think of another important thing to mention, so I bid you TTFN.